Decompress

#603

I don't dwell on the trauma 
Decades of trauma dwell in me
Gifts from my departed mama
Lots of scars no one can see

I don't try to live in the past
But the past won't let me go
Bad memories are all that last
71 years, and nothin' to show

My trust has all been spent
On ones who couldn't care less
I don't know where hope went
And I just want to decompress
rksmith
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